Rose777
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Hello! I am Rose. I am completely new to the Darebee community. I have seen the website before, but as I said, I'm brand new. Where do I even start, where do I begin? Are these forums free? How can I track progress? I'm trying to lose weight.
I am transgender/nonbinary, assigned male at birth, 6 feet 4 inches tall, eith a Size 14 Wide Male shoe, and at maximum weight I was 400 pounds. I am now currently at 345 pounds, trying to shed weight and burn calories down to a hwalthy weight of like, 250 to 300 pounds, trying to lose 100-200 pounds. I have hypothyroidism and I have no energy to exercise in the middle of the cold winter months, especially where I am at in New York State. Help me, please! I know I need to do a calorie defecit of like at least 1,000-2,000 less calories than usual. I am a school bus monitor and the children on my school bus call me "big back" which is apparently Generation Alpha slang for fat. I have been labeled fat/obese/overweight my whole entire life and it makes me feel so sad that I die a little inside whenever I hear remarks about my weight. I used to have esting disorders of overeating and undereating/anorexia/binging, but no purging. I am sober from eating disorders for 3 years and 14 days. I just... need help, and therapy is not free, despite me having Medicaid. I am veey sorry if I am oversharing. I am just atretched out very thin at work, and I have no energy at home because all my family does is fight and argue. My brain is Hell, I'm overwhelmed and tired, I had a migraine/headache with a Pain Level 7 for the first time in 300+ days yesterday night from 4:33 to 9:30 PM. I feel so tired. Too tired to sleep, to poor to quit, too obese to be fit. This is my first real job outside of a crappy Wendy's that I have been to, and I'll be getting a raise in mid-February due to me being with my school bus children transportation company for 1 year now. I just feel so lost and confused. If anyone has any advice on any of what I have said so far, please do not hesitate to comment. One of my goals this year is to finally lose my weight, 100-200 pounds, as that is how much i am overweight by. Please help.
I am transgender/nonbinary, assigned male at birth, 6 feet 4 inches tall, eith a Size 14 Wide Male shoe, and at maximum weight I was 400 pounds. I am now currently at 345 pounds, trying to shed weight and burn calories down to a hwalthy weight of like, 250 to 300 pounds, trying to lose 100-200 pounds. I have hypothyroidism and I have no energy to exercise in the middle of the cold winter months, especially where I am at in New York State. Help me, please! I know I need to do a calorie defecit of like at least 1,000-2,000 less calories than usual. I am a school bus monitor and the children on my school bus call me "big back" which is apparently Generation Alpha slang for fat. I have been labeled fat/obese/overweight my whole entire life and it makes me feel so sad that I die a little inside whenever I hear remarks about my weight. I used to have esting disorders of overeating and undereating/anorexia/binging, but no purging. I am sober from eating disorders for 3 years and 14 days. I just... need help, and therapy is not free, despite me having Medicaid. I am veey sorry if I am oversharing. I am just atretched out very thin at work, and I have no energy at home because all my family does is fight and argue. My brain is Hell, I'm overwhelmed and tired, I had a migraine/headache with a Pain Level 7 for the first time in 300+ days yesterday night from 4:33 to 9:30 PM. I feel so tired. Too tired to sleep, to poor to quit, too obese to be fit. This is my first real job outside of a crappy Wendy's that I have been to, and I'll be getting a raise in mid-February due to me being with my school bus children transportation company for 1 year now. I just feel so lost and confused. If anyone has any advice on any of what I have said so far, please do not hesitate to comment. One of my goals this year is to finally lose my weight, 100-200 pounds, as that is how much i am overweight by. Please help.
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