It’s been a minute since I last checked in.
I definitely fell off the wagon for a while, but since June 22, I've gotten back into a groove with a twice-weekly workout. It’s a 20 to 30-minute outdoor session I do with a friend, which has been a lifesaver for keeping me accountable. Having someone else rely on me to show up makes all the difference, especially with my brain being the way it is.
The routine itself is pretty straightforward. We run up and down a 100-step staircase twice, tackle a winding hill right next to it, and then knock out three sets of pushups, squats, and either dips or burpees (10 to 15 reps each). By the time we finish those 3 sets, I am completely gassed. I've also started messing around with a 35-pound kettlebell on the side, and slowly working my way back into a regular meditation and journaling habit.
If I'm being honest, getting here took some work. I got unexpectedly let go from a new job back on May 1, and I think I hit a pretty solid patch of mild depression after that. Everything just ground to a halt. The workouts, the journaling, and the meditation all went out the window. Doing nothing was definitely easier in the moment, but looking back, it just fueled a miserable downward spiral of low motivation and low confidence. Those outdoor sessions with my friend were honestly the exact jumpstart I needed to pull myself out of it.
Work and fitness aside, today is actually my 10-year wedding anniversary! We are heading into Manhattan tonight to try out a Michelin-star restaurant to celebrate. Hitting that milestone got me thinking about how much or how little I’ve changed over the last decade. Physically, I’ve definitely put on 10 to 15 pounds, and I still haven't managed to shake that "skinny fat" phase to get actually ripped like I always wanted. But consistency is the whole battle, so I'm pushing myself to finally hit that goal by the end of the year.
Speaking of consistency, today’s workout kept the momentum going. Here is how the session broke down:
- Morning Meditation: 5 minutes of quiet meditation to get my head right.
- Treadmill Walk: 27-minute walk that clocked in at 1.67 miles.
- Warmup & Stretch: A quick 3-minute warmup followed by a full-body stretch.
- Darebee Workout of the Day ("Back Into It"): 5 sets completed in about 6 and a half minutes, consisting of:
- 10 hops on the spot
- 10 bicep extensions
- 10 elbow clicks
- 10 jumping jacks
- 10 squat jacks
- Bonus Triceps: 5 triceps extensions after a short break.
- Kettlebell Circuit ("Morning Bell"): 3 sets using a 35-pound kettlebell, wrapping up in about 9 minutes. Each set consisted of:
*5 swings
* 5 squats
* 5 swings
* 5 deadlifts
* 5 swings
* 5 deadlifts
* 5 bent over rows
- Cooldown: 5 and a half minutes of cooldown stretching.
My body is definitely feeling the work, but there is nothing quite like the satisfaction of getting back into a rhythm after a little break. Done by 11:15 a.m.