I'm still there after nearly 40 days!
I found my why but this why is way different then my why when I was in my 20's, 30's, 40's...
I had several goals, several fails, several big wins unfortunately.
The hardest for me was to cope with big big changes in my life.
For example (personal matters) when I was at the top of my health at 28 I had a big car crash (A guy crashed on my car while I was on a file line, he did not see the circulation was stuck, he was on is phone... BAM...) and for 4 months I was not able to do anything else then the recovery process. Lost so much. It made me loose my cycle of health for quite some time and it was really hard to go back onto it. When my ex wife left and let me my 2 children it was also something I could not handle... i had to give priorities and my mind and body were not into health and sport anymore...
I have a very good why that can help me continue long and achieve my goals... But I think the people that can continue their journey like this even when life strike hard have a way stronger will then me.
I began my log the 1 january because it was a date I like but it's like 3 month I was doing soft exercises, some workouts and so to prepare to publish my logs.
Because if I begin to do something to others, I do it good, perfect, clean and lean!