Yes, yes. I know I´ve been AWOL a bit again. But with good reasons this time
Friday was the wedding of my best friend, haven´t slept Thursday night due to social anxiety (might just be general anxiety though, since it happens literally every single time the day before I have to do anything), didn´t sleep Friday night, since I can´t sleep anywhere other than my bed (I just lie there and wait for the night to be over so I can drive home) and haven´t really slept more than 5 hours a night since then, because summer is back and it´s f****ing hot.
Combine that with my monetary problems, relentlessly searching for work and the absolutely insane amount of cash my medical insurance demands and you get probably the worst week ever.
It´s gotten so bad that I actually go to the kitchen to eat slices of cheese, because cheese calms nerves. Honestly I feel like I need a week off from life. Or a month or so...