1,432 - 100 calf raises, some clenches/unclenches!

822 - Some meditation!

Good thing - Hung out with a buddy - Sadly she's gonna be leaving America for uh, greener pastures, so... Might be the last time I see her for a hot minute. At least we had good food.

Cooper status - Fwuffy baby lov u. And he hopes your PT goes well <3
 
1,433 - I did art walk! Which included walking and lifting things and it hurts lol goodnight

823 - Some meditation!

Good thing - Didn't make a ton of money buuuuuut I'm just happy to hang with my buds.

Cooper status - Fwuff buddy is just happy that it's nice out. He gets to monitor mom in the garden!
 
@NightWolf714 Indeed! get over here so i can get you some fries during art walk

1,434 - Walked a lot since dad and I went to the Red Sox game until the delay happened lmao. Also did some clenches/unclenches. I should do more walking though. I barely kept up with dad.

824 - Few minutes of meditation!

Good thing - Got to Boston for a bit today so that was good!

Cooper status - fluff also got ICE CREM!!!!!!!!!! GOOD DAY TO BE FLUFFY
 
1,435 - 60 squats for two shinies (Slowbro and Wigglytuff), 140 calf raises (20 for Rookidee on Pokemon GO, 20 for Slowbro in Sword).

825 - Few minutes of meditation!

Good thing - Cool Fish had chill day!

Cooper status - Mom and dad were out so it was Coopy cuddle time. He kept me safe. Mmmhm.
 
1,436 - One new mon (Tropius in Ultra Moon - ... Or normal Moon? Can't remember) and some PT stuff. I need to get back into just... doing more workouts. Tonight was a rough one emotionally due to family stuff, though. God I need a break lmao.

826 - Got several minutes of meditation in at least.

Good thing - And I still got Coopy.

Cooper status - And he loves you.
 
1,439 - Some PT stuff + 100 calf raises! No new Pokemans or shinies >: Maybe this weekend I can get some sick shiny luck! I have dynamax raid dens for Uxie, Entei and Solgaleo, let's hope one of them bears fruit...

829 - Some meditation!

Good thing - FLUFF POWER UNLOCKED

COOPER STATUS - HIS FLUFF POWER HAS DEEMED TOMORROW AS FRIDAY. YOU MAY HAVE ASKED YOURSELF, "IT WAS ALREADY FRIDAY TOMORROW." FOOL THAT YOU ARE, YOU CANNOT COMPREHEND HIS TIME TRAVELING POWER.
 
1,440 - Did the Meditation workout! And 100 calf raises! And 30 squats for a shiny (Gurdurr from Sword)

830 - Fifteen minute meditation!

Good thing - Finally Friday. Time to sleep.

Cooper status - We ate on the couch tonight and he stole dad's spot. Twice. It was adorable. It's kind of like a game to them of sorts where he just, steals dad's spot and everything is fine because he gets snuggled after.
 
1,441 - Did yardwork with dad + Did the Burrito Mode workout and I... Wonder if I'm doing something wrong or legitimately too fat to do the 3rd pose correctly. That and I wonder which ones I'm supposed to switch sides on - I figured the second one was a switch sides one, but I guess not? Iunno man, I won't lie I am feeling a bit discouraged right now due to my weight since I mean, kinda hard to wrap my arms around my knees like that with a gut + thighs?

I'll probably be less emo about it in the morning lmao, is there a guide to yoga for fat people

831 - Few minutes o' meditation!

Good thing - The sun came out, at least!

Cooper status - Dad was able to grill today, and naturally, he got a helper piece.
 
1,442 - Helped a friend get from the airport to their apartment. "Fish, how is that ex-" I was carrying luggage and running around in an airport with no sense of direction. I have the ability to turn anything I'm doing into something weirdly strenuous. Did some PT stuff and also did a yoga forward stretch for a couple of minutes, let's see if that helps my shoulders any.

832 - Got a few minutes in for meditation

Good thing - Mom liked her mother's day gift! All is well. It was a cross stitch of a couple of her former pets being adorable.

Cooper status - He also had ice crem, so he is pleased.
 
1,441 - Did yardwork with dad + Did the Burrito Mode workout and I... Wonder if I'm doing something wrong or legitimately too fat to do the 3rd pose correctly. That and I wonder which ones I'm supposed to switch sides on - I figured the second one was a switch sides one, but I guess not? Iunno man, I won't lie I am feeling a bit discouraged right now due to my weight since I mean, kinda hard to wrap my arms around my knees like that with a gut + thighs?

I'll probably be less emo about it in the morning lmao, is there a guide to yoga for fat people

831 - Few minutes o' meditation!

Good thing - The sun came out, at least!

Cooper status - Dad was able to grill today, and naturally, he got a helper piece.
I think it also depends of your flexibility, and taking your knees in your hand only is not an issue. Sometimes i am not able to do exercices from the workout, i have to modify or skip it, don't think you have a problem we are all differents, and your body needs love too, i am sure Cooper loves it a lot. :tuzki-love:
 
1,441 - Did yardwork with dad + Did the Burrito Mode workout and I... Wonder if I'm doing something wrong or legitimately too fat to do the 3rd pose correctly. That and I wonder which ones I'm supposed to switch sides on - I figured the second one was a switch sides one, but I guess not? Iunno man, I won't lie I am feeling a bit discouraged right now due to my weight since I mean, kinda hard to wrap my arms around my knees like that with a gut + thighs?

I'll probably be less emo about it in the morning lmao, is there a guide to yoga for fat people

The only one you would really switch sides with is the first and 3rd one. Though for the third, if you are crossing your arms, it'd be good to have them crossed in opposite way. (So if you have your right arm on top, have your left arm on top the second time).

I get the frustration though. I felt that way with crunches. I may also be a matter of flexibility though, depending on how flexible your legs are. But yeah, it's definitely a do it the best you can kinda thing.
 
@graoumia @NightWolf714 Both of you are right and wonderful. I should try and keep truckin' on with it and try not to uh, force myself to align with the picture so much since. I mean. [gestures to my body]

Thanks guys <3 And Cooper probably loves it when I pick him up and cuddle him, so that's true.

1,443 - 30 squats due to shiny (Uxie in Sword), 100 calf raises, some PT stuff!

833 - Few minutes in!

Good thing - Was just in a call with some buddies gassing each other up so that was neat

Cooper status - He lov u btw
 
1,445 - 100 calf raises, PT stuff!

835 - Few minutes of meditation!

Good thing - Honestly at this point I'm mostly talking about the weather since, [gestures to current world news]. ... But I also have kombucha so that's good?

Cooper status - He helped mom a lot today! I mean, he always helps, but he was helping outside today!
 
1,446 - Went to physical therapy today, got a lot done. It was a bit disheartening, though. A couple months ago my therapist said I'm almost done, but since I still have the issue with my shoulderblade, I should talk to my primary care provider and let them know, maybe get some imagining done or medication... Iunno. I gotta ask 'em, I just need the strength.

836 - Few minutes of meditation!

Good thing - And spent some time with-

Cooper status - Coopy! It's mom and dad's anniversary so he was home snuggling me and keeping me safe from monsters.
 
There are actually people on youtube doing yoga in bigger bodies!
The search term is plus-size yoga =D
I think I heard a podcast interview with Jessamyn Stanley at some point, and she sounded cool.
Maybe there will be something there that helps you feel better about it, because you deserve to feel nice in your body too :lovelots:
Your body is full of love and cuddles, but also wonderful strength!
 
@Maegaranthelas Gdi I need to teleport to the Netherlands and give you a beeg hug ily.

1,448 - PT stuff and-- Okay, I started a new file on Pokemon Black and I did 10 jumping jacks per reset. I wanted an Adamant Tepig. I got an Adamant Tepig. His name is Hamward. He will be an absolute menace to society. And so will I when I look up plus size yoga. Also did 100 calf raises ye

838 - Few minutes of meditation!

Good thing - Got my snow tires off today! Cheaper than I thought it'd be yay.

Cooper status - fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff fluff
 
1,449 - 3 new mons (counting the Tepig from yesterday) so 130 calf raises, my PT stuff and I took a walk!

839 - Few minutes of meditation!

Good thing - THE SUN. IT EXISTS also I just pulled the three star Guzma card on TCGPocket AYOOOO

Cooper status - FLUFF BOY GOT A HELPER PIECE TONIGHT YEY
 
1,450 - Just one new mon, so 110 calf raises.

I'm only doing this for today, along with

840 - Just a few minutes of meditation

Basically, we got a call tonight saying that the results of Cooper's bloodwork had elevated liver levels. This could be nothing, as apparently older doggos (he turns ten in August) sometimes just, have that. But also, it could be really bad, or the start of something ungood, and I don't know which one. Mom is going to call tomorrow to get an ultrasound scheduled. Until then though, I kind of just want to weep and not do anything for a very long time, until I am assured I'll still have my buddy for a while.

Fuck, man.
 
1,450 - Just one new mon, so 110 calf raises.

I'm only doing this for today, along with

840 - Just a few minutes of meditation

Basically, we got a call tonight saying that the results of Cooper's bloodwork had elevated liver levels. This could be nothing, as apparently older doggos (he turns ten in August) sometimes just, have that. But also, it could be really bad, or the start of something ungood, and I don't know which one. Mom is going to call tomorrow to get an ultrasound scheduled. Until then though, I kind of just want to weep and not do anything for a very long time, until I am assured I'll still have my buddy for a while.

Fuck, man.
Dear F1shie, i'm so sorry you get through that. Say him I love him so much, and I love you too and i will think to both of you very strong.
 
He's going to have an MRI tomorrow at 8:30 AM EST. My mom and dad will be taking him to this one place for it in another state. I'm gonna go to sleep early, but, I did give him many kisses for you all.

1,451 - Just did some PT stuff.

841 - And a lil' bit of meditation.

Love y'all <3
 
I can see you connected, are you able not to focus too much on the coming exam for your fluff boy ? Maybe find some nice monsters? :hug:
Haha... Yeah... No Pokemon before work though.

So basically -- I went home about a couple hours early to just, sit in my bed and cry lmao. So we don't know if they're benign or not. But when I got home, he barked at me as usual. He's a bit tired though, he had a Hell of a commute today. We do need more testing, and there's... A lot of uncertainty. I'm just, tired right now. So I spent the time after getting home playing Pokemon, watching the Golden Girls on my laptop, and watching tv with mom, dad and Coop on the couch.

I won't lie, I have not been doing well lately, given some drama with certain relations, and some anniversaries coming up. One of which being the passing of my grandmother back in 2017, and on Sunday, my friend who passed in September should be turning 34 instead of turning dirt. ... Plus I really need to clean my room, been putting that off for a while, I inherited someone's uh, spending/hoarding habits.

Essentially I am, as the kids would say, a hot mess right now.

1,452 - Some PT stuff and 130 calf raises.

842 - Did get some meditation in.

I can't wait for the three day weekend, man.
 
Thank you all for the support. I'm definitely going to take care of myself this weekend. And give our buddy many cuddles. Many, many cuddles.

1,453 - Went to PT today so that was workin' out.

843 - Did a few minutes of meditation!

I love y'all.
 
I love you both my dear, have a lovely week-end with lots of cuddles, love and kindness you both deserve it. I am thinking to you a lot.

You are a wonderful person.

1,454 - Just did some PT stuff.

844 - Little bit of meditation.

Cooper status - So testing will be done next week, hopefully, just to see what's going on/how it can be treated.

I love you guys. Thank you for being such kind people.
 
1,457 - Some PT stuff!

847 - Few minutes of meditation!

And Coop was happy today as his humans were home for the holiday. Good boy, buddy.

I hope this weather keeps up, the sunnyness is really making things more bearable.

Also, prayer circle I get a raise at my job eventually. I really have been thinking a lot lately about how my own home will look like.