Crossing fingers, and i love fluff boy too

Fluff boy loves you more

(specifically if you give him treats)

1,556 - Began 30 days of Cardio day 1 and I only did level 1 since jumping jacks hate me. BUT I WANT MORE STAMINA AND FAT BURNING.

946 - Some meditation!

and then i forgot to post lol

1,557 - 30 days of Cardio day 2!

947 - Some meditation!

And plenty of kisses for Cooper! Mortimer, his toad friend, was out again. In these trying times, do reach out to your friends! They love you.
 
1,558 - Did stuff at PT tonight, which also included needles going in me so I'm going to bed GOODNIGHT

948 - Some meditation!

Okay! Art walk is tomorrow. Let's rest up and get money.

And let's rest up and have a good day tomorrow, because the fluff boy wills that we are all happy. DO NOT DISAPPOINT FLUFF BOY.
 
1,560 - Did 30 days of cardio day 3!

950 - Some meditation!

Okay so, I might have gotten the job, yay. I might be getting an official offer Monday. However, oh man, I am going to super hate resigning because I genuinely love the majority of people there, it's just... A management thing. So I'm not as, "EFF AAALLL Y'AAAALLLLLL" as I was last job.

I need like a week off to just be in bed and hug a plush lol

(also fluff boy lov u, he does not lov the rain)
 
1,561 - 30 days of Cardio day 4, just level 1 since jumping jacks hate me.

951 - Some meditation!

We had company over today! And fluff boy was happy. They're family friends and Coop hopped on the couch next to the wife, which surprised all of us, but he was comfy so it's okay.

He also got ice cream YAY
 
1,562 - 30 days of cardio day 5, level 1 since OH GOD SPLIT JACKS. LIKE OTHER CARDIO STUFF I CAN DO WITHIN REASON. WHY DO JACKS HATEM E.

952 - Some meditation!

Goodnight, everyone! Fluff boy and I cuddled since mom and dad were out. He hopped on the couch with me and helped me play video games, like a good fluffball.
 
1,563 - 30 days of cardio day 6 level 1-- HOW MANY JACKS ARE IN THIS THING

953 - Some meditation!

Mom and dad were out again, therefore, fluff boy was cuddling me/protecting me from HORRIBLE THINGS

SUCH AS ANXIETY

(I still have anxiety but rn he is sleeping in mom and dads room so it's hard for him to eat things that make me anxious atm.)
 
Why don't you steal Cooper and install him in your room?
He prefers my mom and there's a bunch of stuff in my room for him to eat/get into lmao

1,564 - PT stuff. Cardio to hopefully continue tomorrow. Oh God... so many jacks...

954 - Some meditation!

No word yet on the new job. But man am I making myself upset over the idea of leaving, I was looking so forward to this job and I'm gonna miss so many people, especially one of them who was super supportive of me when my friend died last year. Agh.

ily tho. and so does fluff boy.
 
1,566 - Bad news - Cardio did not continue today, as I am still feeling unwell, mostly stomach issues. Did some yoga and PT stuff.

Good news - WHAT THE HELL YOU GUYS, YOU HOPED FOR ME SO HARD THAT I WOKE UP WITH MY HEADACHE LARGELY GONE AND A JOB OFFER IN MY INBOX? WHAT WITCHCRAFT OCCURRED LAST NIGHT???????? WHAT DID YOU DO??????????????

anyway i accepted the job gn lol

956 - Some meditation!

Also fluff boy loves you. A lot. Even when you cry your butt off because you gotta leave coworkers you like lol
 
1,567 - lol yeah these antibiotics only let me do some light PT stuff GOODNIGHT

957 - Some meditation!

Thank you all so much <3 I'm just. Man. Can y'all give me some of that hope for say... 5,000 dollars suddenly appearing in my bank account with no consequences to my person?

I'm largely kidding. I really cannot thank you enough for all of the support. I remember last year being so happy to wind up at this job but... Only dead fish go with the flow, so.
 
1,568 - haha yeah just pt stuff my stomach hates me ANTIBIOTICS, MAN. I'M GLAD THEY'RE ANTI-ING MY BIOTICS, THOUGH. I SURE NEEDED MY BIOTICS ANTI'D. I'M GOING TO BED.

958 - Some meditation!

Awfully enough, last year I stopped doing a cardio program since one of my best friends died as of... A year ago tomorrow, I think. Man, I can't believe 365 days have passed already. Still miss 'em a lot, Percy was awfully proud of me for leaving my old job and... Landing in the job I am currently leaving.

MAN.
 
Thanks guys ;AAA; Aaghghgh It's been a day haha... Man I hope I sleep well.

1,569 - Mostly just did PT stuff.

959 - Meditation, but particularly in front of the window so I could get a nice breeze. Iunno. Maybe I did it in hopes Persephone'd hear me, or something.

I love y'all. Thank you all for supporting me. I know I don't reach out to people a ton here, but please know I think you'll all lovely people, and hope you're all doing okay.
 
1,571 - Some yoga! I did a lot more cleaning and my back hurt so lol

961 - Some meditation!

Oh boy, almost done with the week, which means one more week at this job and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA God I hope they like me at the new place.
 
You are the most likeable person of the world, they will like you

Damn it, I wish I could teleport to France and give you a hug.

1,572 - PT stuff!

962 - Some meditation!

Okay so! Floof boy will be happy with me coming home early tomorrow. I'm going to be getting my hair done at 12:30, then I'm gonna do like, whatever. "But Fish don't you hsbe a job don't you need to go back to work--" I have paid time off to burn. And what the Hell are they gonna do at this point, fire me?
 
1,573 - Some calf raises and GOING INTO THE SWEAT ZONE BECAUSE I WAS HELPING DAD MOVE FURNITURE. THAT IS INDEED EXERCISE I am tired.

963 - Some meditation!

Today, fluff boy and I chilled and watched Seinfeld, because watching Seinfeld with a Sheltie on a Saturday is how I roll.

And he loves you.

Not Seinfeld, Cooper. I do not know what Jerry Seinfeld thinks of anyone here personally. But Cooper loves you.
 
I am super proud of you my F1shie. And I love fluff boy and you
Man, you're such a sweetie.

1,575 - YEAAAH LEVEL 3 AGAIN IN 30 DAYS OF CARDIO DAY 9 LET'S SEE WHAT'S TOMORROW- ... oh those are jumping jacks SON OF A B-

965 - Some meditation!

And fluff boy got some good news! His bloodwork looks really good, the Cushing's is just, so barely there apparently ;A;
 
1,576 - And back to level one on anything involving jumping jacks, so 30 days of Cardio day 10 level 1.

Is it possible that I shouldn't be doing them right now, since I'm still overweight? (210 pounds at 5'1"). Like, anything else in that I can do just fine, but when I hit jumping jacks it's like a friggin' wall.

966 - Some meditation! Hella hard to focus today. Only a few days left at this job... Still so much to do UGH

But I got fluff boy, so who really wins? THAT'S RIGHT, CAPITALISM, I GOT COOPER AND HE LOV U AND ME