@Laura Rainbow Dragon @Mamatigerj You two bring up wonderful points. And don't worry about ranting/rambling here, it's what this space is for, Lord knows I've done it a million times.
I'm not even sure if my family realizes what they're doing is basically pressure. There's an emphasis on him needing to heal and need support - I will not deny that this person needs support and love
desperately. But what was also said that I needed to be part of this somehow and I'm... ... Eh? Yeah? They said that it wouldn't all happen in a day for sure but also...
I'm good? There's this expectation that I need to be part of his healing process at some point, but I guess I'm also disappointed that there's more emphasis on "you must help him heal!!!" and less, "wow, uh, he dun fucked you up, didn't he?" I feel like, "he needs help" and, "he also hurt you" are two statements that do not contradict one another.
I haven't talked to him since Saturday and I'm totally fine with that, but my God, I feel like a flashbang went off in my brain.
982 - 40 squats + 50 side bends. I did play Alpha Sapphire today but didn't keep count of stuff. I just... Needed to vibe. Found some legendaries I didn't have though. I'll complete that dex by April, easy!
372 - Five minute meditation!
ZORO WORKOUT - 30 second wall pushup hold, chest and back light.
Good thing - I went to my buddies after work and played with their foster kittens. I love 'em.
Cooper status - Oh, of course he told me how lovely I am! I also gave him a beeg hug and cuddle. And he loves you.
Also I am tempted to change my name here to f1shie or something, since f1shtacular is also my business name on Facebook and I've really poured my heart out here on some occasions so uh, yeah. Hope that won't trip people up.