Day #29
✔ Classic Warmup
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Hero's Journey (Day 12) Points: 100 ➡ 2200
✔ 50 Push-ups in one go (Day 21)
✔ 50 Push-ups a Day (Day 21)
Thank you tea drinkers and hot chocolate enjoyers for the support! Fasting is hard. My nurse scolded me for not drinking more water during my fast; struggled to find a vein.
Oh, is that why I feel like I'm on the verge of fainting? The blood test is just to check in on my cholesterol levels, which have been chronically high for a long time (genetic predisposition).
Couple things on my mind lately related to exercise that I've been meaning to bring up - (1) is just gratitude. Continuing to enjoy the Darebee way and community. Thanks Darebee team and bees ❤ And (2) my
fitness ego. I think that's the best way to put it. What do I mean by
fitness ego? Well, I've stopped and started exercise habits many, many times throughout my life and whenever I start again, then successfully establish an exercise habit, and soon notice my physical/mental improvements (fruits of labour), I start comparing myself to people who are less fit. I become more... prideful? It's happening again, and I'm aware of it. It's not helpful for them, or me. Particularly since I don't believe long term personal growth can be rooted in comparison to others; it's got to be comparison to me, yesterday. Yester-me? Ahem... striving to be a better version of myself. The point is - I don't want my fitness ego driving the car; it's got to be my missional objective of becoming a fit old man. Feeling good about how I look is fine, and is welcome in the backseat. But I want to remain humble and on course, and not allow comparison (to a person less fit or WAY more fit) to distract me from showing up every day and doing the work.
Anyway, more I want to say but I have to be off. Have a good one bees