I'm much better today 

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yes I think it's because I already had it a few months back and my immune system was ready for this one. So it only lasted a day this time and was completely other. I even felt rested yesterday! Incredible...
thank you! I wish it were the case every time, that would be the coolest superpower 
(And neither will the strawberries...)


Tileenah! You've got this.
@Nihopaloa @TakingBabyStepsBack @BetaCorvi @Fitato @Froud you guys are soooo nice it's incredible! You boosted my day!
Gardening gloves do the trick meanwhile.
Rest day for pull-up training as HellYeah suggested. I should have run 8km today according to my training plan but I won't make it as I have a meeting tonight that is going to be a long one... And my husband was on site today so I couldn't go during my daughter's nap. I'll reschedule it tomorrow but that means I have to run 5km thursday and it's going to be tricky as it's already african dance-course night... It will all work out somehow.loads of love and hugs for this! dont worry so much!Just venting here, feel free to skip this message completely.
So... I told you a a few days ago that my eating disorder was back. I've been trying to keep it in check but last week's moving triggered me a lot... There was not much time so I went back to eating (not homemade) cookies and saw everyone eating stuff I've been denying myself for years for ethical reasons (but that I actually like). So I thought "Hey, why shouldn't I allow myself one small lapse this week as I am in exceptional circumstances" and ate a bit of those. And during the moving it was okay because the days were so full of stuff to do and no time to think that I thought it would be all right.
Now the week is over, I have time to rest and think, and I'm just obsessing over that food that I don't want to buy but that I like anyway. So I eat loads of "allowed" stuff, knowing that it won't stop my cravings because it's not what I want. And I reached the weight where I spiral again (I'm actually not overweight or anything, my disease is in my head... I mean no disrespect to anyone who deals with health and aesthetics problem with their weight)
So now I'm really afraid and I obsess about eating/not eating even more... I need to find a way to nurture me that is not through food... And to stop eating when I'm tired or emotional, it's not helping...
I know I sometimes have to slide stuff hither and yon for days, but it does work out eventually. 
and thanks again @TakingBabyStepsBack 
) and is a mixup of dances from senegal, guinea, congo that are danced while playing on a "dum" which is a kind of drum. And there are live percussions while dancing. I wasn't thrilled about the drum thing at first because I thought it would get in the way of the dancing but it doesn't and it's really awesome 
You are very welcome and this sounds fabulous @Tileenah <3Thank you @dancer !and thanks again @TakingBabyStepsBack
@f1shtacular do you not have those around your place? My course is called "dum dum danse" (pronounce "doom doom dance" which way more creepy than it should) and is a mixup of dances from senegal, guinea, congo that are danced while playing on a "dum" which is a kind of drum. And there are live percussions while dancing. I wasn't thrilled about the drum thing at first because I thought it would get in the way of the dancing but it doesn't and it's really awesome
Edit : or maybe it's the "course" word that is wrong and I should use lesson instead and that's what made you laugh? In french lesson is cours so course is kind of a false friend I guess? Sorry
Edit 2 : yup, checked what course meant and I will not graduate from african dance or anything. Just bad english here sorry... I will now hide under my covers from shame for at least 5 more minutes.
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). I will not be doing any other workouts today (surprising, huh ?)
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awesome!
Yeah, I agree that is completely crazy! Only 2.1km more and you would have done a half-marathon.I think I might have become completely crazy. I woke up at 5.30 a.m. to go on a 19km run. And I did it. I mean who does that ???![]()

well done! All the luck is always with you and rooting for ya!Thank you @Montserrat and @ZenFighter
Today african dance class was cancelled so I did my workouts instead : D28 of hiit advanced, total abs and unbound done. I also ran 5km and managed 2 pull-ups, 2 chin-ups, 2 negative pull-ups and 10 sec flex-hang.
I'm a bit nervous about tomorrow's race : I'll get up really early to run 19km. I don't know why but it seems worse to me than the actual 21,1km goal. Maybe because I think that if I manage 19km I'll manage 21... But it's the first time I'll be running 2 hours straight so I don't know how I'll manage.
Wish me luck !
See you tomorrow bees !






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